[Verse 1]
If I'm being honest I don't wanna be famous
I just wanna make music in the age of people acting shameless
In front of cameras, addicted to the phones that they gave us
While I'm out here with a pen writing my songs on blank pages
Now I need to make reels, now I need to do dances
But how can I do something when that ain't really where my heart is?
Are you a content creator or are you an artist?
Or are you both? Have you set goals? Are you hitting your targets?
I need a connection like my phone ain't got service
I had purpose but I drifted, now I'm tryna reverse it
Focus on my vision more and not be so distracted
Never had a vision board and sat with it and practised
The women that I needed, they just up and left me
I lost faith in love so many times and now I feel so empty
Sorry for being real when all they want is nonsense
That you like and then it's easily forgotten


[Verse 2]
I thought I was gonna die when I caught COVID
Had to go to the hospital for the recovery process
It's been hard on me, you know my asthma had flared up
Me and death are acquainted but nothing ever prepares us
My symptoms were different man, I really couldn't function
I locked myself away from everything so keep your assumptions
I needed to rest everything, my body and mind
Ignoring messages and calls because I needed to find
Some sort of piece, on top of that I wasn't even eating right
And all they ask about is why I haven't found a wife
So much stress, I got tested, my cholesterol was high
It's the truth and nothing but, believe me when I testify
I'm just human, I ain't perfect, I've got plenty of vices
How you make people feel is everything, that's timeless and priceless
I've got so many questions, I guess this is me venting
Loyal to the ones I love, I just wanna protect them
If I could take your pain and carry it, that's what I'd do
I'd sacrifice my happiness for you and that's the truth
I can't make it any clearer, understand what I meant
If I lost everything tomorrow then I'd still be content