I know it's been a while but still it's all I'm thinking of
I can't control these feelings that even I have no use for

Why am I living here in a mess?
Why is it this that makes me so stressed out?

I don't even know if it's right to feel like this
I don't even care if you know how much I'm crying now
I don't even know the reasoning behind me
Yet every time I can't control the way I'm crying out

I want to breathe it in and forget as if I was mid-dream
But even so I wouldn't want to forget a single thing

Why can't I illustrate my feelings?
Why is it this that makes me so stressed out?

I don't even know if I'll quit feeling like this
I don't even care if you know how much I'm dying now
I don't even know if it's me who's wrong right here
I don't understand why I can't be like everyone else..

I don't even know if it's right to feel like this
I don't even care if you see how much I'm crying now
I don't even know if I should give it all up
Yet every time I can't control the way I'm crying out

I think I've forgotten to focus the light
And now everything is about to collapse on itself
I know that I will never feel that much better
So maybe I'll destroy it all just to feel something else

And in a moment I just left and burned away
After all of this I don't know why you would even stay
But I can't take just wondering what's right to say
After all of this I know I can't say it anyway