4za
I Miss You So
[Verse 1: 4za]
12pm walking back listening to Blonde
I was looking at my rear view hope I don't get robbed
Car drives past clocks a prescence then stops
Turn right around then I start dialing the cops
The driver hops out then comes another three
With macilious intent pretty much a guarantee
I keep running till I find the first alley I can see
Dead end, and the four of them all catch up to me
Bats in hand, they're all ready to attack
All of them head to toe dressed in all black
I hesitate for a minute then I step back
And they laugh as the tallest one takes the first crack
Lying on the floor bloody from the assault
Overhear one of them say "it's his own fault"
Get straight back up and the men proceed to halt
Turn right around beat me back down by default

[Chorus: The Cats & The Fiddle]
Those happy hours that come around
I miss you, yes I know
Most of all, I miss

[Verse 2: 4za]
Parents telling me that it's time to move away
And that I need a break from all the disarray
"Judging by the scars and the bruises on my face
There is no reason that I should stay"
Saturday evening I sat and packed my bags
Told my girlfriend that we're going on different paths
And that we're going to have to renegotiate our plans
And that she's gonna have to go and find another mans
All she did was cry and say "Leave me alone"
I leaned in for a kiss but she would not condone
Walked away left her in the streets all on her own
Then her other mans walked up, she thought I would have never known
You've been seeing him for months I've known this whole time
In fact he's probably one the guys that fucked me up that night
Pushed the boy over wanting to start a fight
He cracked his head on the curb and now he's out of life (fucking dead, oh fuck, shit)

[Chorus: The Cats & The Fiddle]
Those happy hours that come around
I miss you, yes I know
Most of all, I miss

[Verse 3: 4za]
Moving to a new school I'm wanting a new life again
This time not gonna get caught up in the gangs and them
Sat down in my first class right next to this girl named Jen
Talked the whole period didn't hear a word the teacher said
Met her after school and I spent the whole night with her
She got a phone call told me had to go do her homework
Saw her crying as she walked away and then I wondered
Wasn't that number there just saved as a loveheart
Text later that night said I can't see her no more
Liking her a lot so I'm gonna choose to ignore
Next day at school act like never seen me before
I ask her 'what's wrong?' and the tears then start to pour
She says she got a boyfriend but he's abusive
And she really likes me but she can't break up with Yusef
She thinks he'll kill her since he's came close already
It's fine I'll be your side till you think that you're ready

[Chorus: The Cats & The Fiddle]
Those happy hours that come around
I miss you, yes I know
Most of all, I miss

[Verse 4: 4za]
Three months pass me and Jen been a thing for a while
Sad because I think I've never ever seen her smile
One day she comes to mine heavy breathing like she ran a mile
Tells me Yusef beat her bad and he got her face defiled
I've fucking had enough of this, I'm gonna fucking kill him
Call up three of my boys tell em we gonna bash his head in
Dressed in all black then I'm asked "Where we begin?"
I tell them 12pm we'll start the Holiday Inn
See Jen told me Yusef takes a walk around there
At 12 every night and every time he wears
The same clothes, and he goes just to get some fresh air
Driving down the street I immediately spot his shitty hair
Grab a bat and I'm ready to attack
He runs down an alley and the shit is pitch black
He hesitates for a minute then he steps back
I laugh and step forward as I take the first crack

[Chorus: The Cats & The Fiddle]
Those happy hours that come around
I miss him, yes I know
Most of all, I miss you so