[Verse 1: 4za]
Who am I to comment on what they had?
Brought up in a place that
Shielded me from all the rain and
Kept my age at
A slowing rate I was hidden
Told lies was forbidden
They thought we were children
For the first time I felt division
Always stuck in travel
Traversing the gravel
Hate yet to be unravaled
And the love it was at battle
I remember days out in the car
They never felt bizarre
Now the days with one of them just leave more scars
Just lead to more spars
Constant fighting both parties at war
But what's it all for?
The ones been damaged are hiding behind the door
Are they being ignored?
Well that's what they thought
The pain that it brought
The lessons that it taught
Made us more than distant, loneliness we had sought
Sadness in our thoughts

[Chorus: Frank Ocean]
I believe Jehovah Jireh
I believe there's heaven, I believe in war
I believe a woman's temple
Gives her the right to choose but baby don't abort
I believe that marriage isn't
Between a man and woman but between love and love
And I believe you when you say that you've lost all faith
But you must believe in something, something, something
You gotta believe in something, something, something
I still believe in

[Verse 2: 4za]
It's been over a year since they broke up
The whole experience left my mind corrupt
I'm trying my best, but it interrupts
The thoughts come in at the worst times, abrupt
School, friends, family, it affects all
Feeling like I can't speak cause I might fall
Can't remember how I used to feel, can't recall
Life's came to a stall
Head stuck in a loop
No one understands, I'm in my own group
Life wasn't promised like this, feeling I've been duped
Last 11 years, they've been a fluke
Maybe I like being alone
I can't tell I'm on my phone
99% of the time for my parents that set the tone
They think I don't wanna talk, but fuck I don't even know
Maybe I don't
I don't know