[Verse 1]
I tried to ignore the things that haunt me everyday
That seek me out, torture, make me pay
As days go by, reality seems to blur into a dream
I'm tearing at the seams
[Chorus 1]
It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away
Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real
[Verse 2]
I lied to me about the things that I hold dear
As I seem to succumb to my greatest fear
But the fact of it is, is that it never stops, it never stops, it never-
[Chorus 2]
It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away
Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real
I look in the mirror, and see the silhouette of who I used to be
To try and run away, and chase something that I'll never have someday
[Chorus 3]
It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away
Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real
As this grows into something where I'll never have control
I'll just sit and wait for change, and see that it all stays the same
It stays the same