[Intro]
I'm lone star rida, I ride alone
If he test me, I fuck off the maricon

[Verse 1]
Let me tell you stories a story of my life
Let me tell you why I cry every night
This shit all started since the day I was born
My father didn't like me I was born in the storm
My father told me that I wasn't his kid
Then why do many people say I look like him
Ever since then, it was going down hill
Father doing shit that will get him killed (look)
Mother father fightin over something fucking stupid
Trying to escape it all through the sounds of my music
Looking at the sky, prying for a fucking sign
Rest in peace to my cousin the E.L.I
So many errors in my motherfucking life
It's hard to fuking see when you can't find the light
And I just thank god for the life that i'm givin
Another day another dollar another day that i'm livin

[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one

[Verse 2]
Never felt safe in this motherfucking place
Mother working hard to put food in out plate
And I appreciate the things that she's givin us
So much pain, man I fell like its killing us
But I stay on my feet and I keep on grindin
Don't worry mom and you please stop cryin
Ill take care of you like you took care of me
But I don't know If i can pay you back what you done for me
I stay on my toes and I stand so high
I'm hoping I can make it before I die
I aim for the sky and I aim for the stars
I stay so high trynna heal these scars (but)
They just stay cause scars don't heal
I just pray cause I need a meal
I dont play cause I need a mill
It's hard to fucking make it when your this fucking real but

[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one

[Verse 3]
I'm feelin so down as I drown in my sorrow
Trynna get it all but its just so hard yo
So fucking hard to get rid of this
Many people here be talking fucking shit
Many people hate us when we get this cash
My pen is the gun and I let it blast
Feeling so sad as I wear these cloths
Feeling so sad cause they all have holes
Trynna reach my goals but its just not simple
I'ma pop off like a motherfucking pistol
People over here thinkin it's so easy
People blowing up but they just so cheesy
I'ma keep grindin till I reach the destination
Graduated school with no education
Livin in a house full of starvation
I'm livin In a world full of discrimination but

[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one