Kamakaze
Death Before Christmas
Verse:
Sit on my bed remember it happened
You fell for yourself it took to long to catch you
Tell what can I do for a drug addict
Tell me how can I stop this from happening...
You say that you love me but you fell in love with percocets
Now your fucking pulseless in your casket is it worth it yet ?
Want to say your sorry but no fuck you I have no respect
Really broke your fucking mother heart knowing you were dead
And they blamed it all on me (why) all on me (why) say I pushed you to your fucking death , she called on me I ain’t push her to do shit
I kept her calm on me , what I did wasn’t murder the fucking brod Od’d
Don’t fucking bother want to blame somebody else for your own fucking problems not my fucking fault you ain’t pay attention to your fucking daughter, she was stumbling all around the house and then I fucking caught her , dropped a Percocet inside the couch I tried not holler, you don’t want to accept the fact that she was a drug addict
I said what the fuck is this ? She replied it don’t matter, I ain’t try to be abusive but I just fucking grabbed her , snatched the shit out her hand and threw the Percocet in the trash can
She say give my shit to me , yo what the fuck is wrong with you?
Don’t put your fucking hands on me I take pills if I wanted to
Thought you was a good chick that’s the reason I wanted you , now your taking pills you fucking junky bitch I never knew
Wonder if she did shit behind my back I ain’t have no clue, lying came natural to her fairytales were nothing new , but I can’t tell her how to run her fucking life yo that’s on you , she picked drugs over life bru I guess she was confused
I fucking hate you swear to god I do , I think about you smiling all the time when you died I was so confused but honestly I couldn’t be cause I really knew, lying to myself protecting your feelings was just for you..(uhh) you selfish bitch look what you did to me , you fucked with my depression what you did is fucking killing me , I try to pray to god but fuck that shit cause it ain’t healing me , you think that I’m fucked up? Well not as fucked up as I’m finna be , fucking up my liver loving every drop of Hennessy, thought you was my friend but your not bitch your my enemy, I’m not gone be that fucking happy guy that I pretend to be , I told you to stop popping fucking pills you wasn’t listening, I begged you to stop popping fucking pills you wasn’t listening, bitch you don’t know shit about them drugs why you so ignorant? Bitch you don’t know shit about no love cause you wasn’t given it , you don’t know about no fucking lost one cause you ain’t feeling it
Tell me why’d you have to lie to your family, tell me why’d you have to lie why you didn’t listen? Tell me why’d you have to lie when it was just us, why’d the fuck you have to die before Christmas?
(I swear to god girl , I fucking hate you but you know I love you)