PFV
Out Of My Control
I hope you can hear me this time
When I'm talking
Please open your eyes
I don't wanna be cautious

I'm sitting in place but my hearts like I'm jogging
Don't want you to suffer but heaven prolonging
I'm being so selfish, I hope you forgive me this time
Please, cause every breath that you take is me holding mine
You are my rock when nothing else was solid

You gave me help when I felt like a problem
Can't tell you enough
But you open me up and show me how to love when I thought I had lost it, I know, now I'm losing you and now as it feels like I had you for seconds

The years weren't enough and I'm cowarding, mom I need pout and you gave me the courage to grow, don't go
Look I don't want to be alone with people around me you know
The feeling when nothing means anything
No one is far but they never feel close
Your squeezing my hand, oh my god are you hearing me? (I love you)

And I don't want to spend my days alone
Just wondering without You, wish that I could save you
It's out of my control, it's time (2×)

I hate that you slowly declining, I promised the man and that i would take care of her, just like you wanted, that moment you saw her you brighten and I saw your eyes started to glow, you got a beautiful soul, I need the world to know, that you made a miracle happen

Not scared of the doors that was kept you in bed you arose
We were supposed to grow up together and live on the road
But God had the different agendas cold
And now that it's ending, I'm holding your hand and I feel that it's froze, damn, it's purple and blue

I hear you throw rather than what do I do, it hurts but you battled to open your eyes, as it glazed in your eyes but it's me in your view
Look, just know that I love You, I'll go when I'm ready
I wish that I could stay here forever, you go whenever you choose
Know that I'm not blaming You, it's taught me compassion and love in the truth
Mommy I love You, goodbye, why are there tears in your eyes, hug me you don't gotta move

And I don't want to spend my days alone
Just wondering without You, wish that I could save you
It's out of my control, it's time (2×)