I will tear my insides out
To find tangled pieces of you
I will meet you between
My daydreams and the real thing
I lock the doors when you're here now

I will carve you from the air
I will tie you in my hair
Keep you there
Let you speak
Pretend you care
I'll be sorry until I puke
Clean me up
Make me new
Then re-realize you resent
Everything I do
You fucked me up
And left me out
And kept this dryness in my mouth
I have no words
I have no sounds
I am just stumbling around
Hiding seeking
Waiting to be found