[Verse 1: LEW]
Im a night runner
The moon gets to witness my come up
The sunset is my sun up
Pistol to the stars yeah thats for my brothers
Overstressed from pressures Im under
Im mean this road is like a ice road truckers
...Dangerous
Family think Im still in school they ask me what my major is, I tell them n***as major shit
Got bruises on my knees from all the times thats I done prayed for this
Welts on my back the way I slave for this
The urgency and tension got me losin sleep
So much shit to prove but only shit I gotta prove to me
And my ex truthfully
Im Xing out anything thats hinder opportunities
And killing off distractions boii these lyrics are the eulogy
When my dad talk I make sure that I listen
He said if he had a second chance he would do it all different
But for you son the sky is the limit
I hope these moments that weve shared inspire you to go and do what I didn't
See Im, not the best with with decisions
But i always got the best of intentions, and im content with that
I give my all and I can live with that
But as of lately, it seems that the more I give the less Im getting back
Its, a young n***a trynna do the impossible
Mama 12 hour shift ain't for my grind to be optional
$12 in her purse and n***a I feel responsible
Thats why Im here sprinting like i never seen obstacles
But everything comes in time in this life
I gotta get this right because Ill never get it twice
I see my goals better when Im dimming down the lights
Left some people in the past I hope that decision was right
Cuz, i hate cutting ties
But sometimes thats the only way you thrive
I said i hate cutting ties
But sometimes thats the only way you
Okay they crucify a n***a just for trying to get ahead
I lost a lot of n***as, and they ain't even dead, they never seen it through
When you look into the mirror are you seeing you?
Man I doubt that many people do
And Im always working, middle of the night im trying to find a purpose
Sis support my dreams and now I got to make it worth it
Damn, I wonder if she know this shit ain't certain
The thought of failure starts to make me nervous
Everybody thinks they know whats best for me
I gain a little traction and I hear from girls that I ain't seen in centuries
N***as either family or they enemies
But theres a thin line so watch them and all their tendencies
I seen my favorite n***a turn to serpent
Never addressed it because I still love him
I still call that man my brother but I can't trust him
I can't trust too many people these days
Theres a lot of hateful people out here leading the way
They say be patient man, you young, you straight
But patience to these n***as just means "sit around and wait"
But thats something I can't do
I got too much shit to prove
I got to gain it all because I got too much shit to prove, man
I got too much shit to prove
I got to gain it all because I got too much shit to prove, man