Me and dark days got a close bond
High functional depression hit from all sides
It’s nothing nice
I’m going through it, you know, hard times
Probably couldn’t tell from all the shit that i post online
That’s not the real me
I inherited my moms smile
Use it as a bandage just to cover up the scars now
I’m still damaged
I get up every time i fall down
Cuz real n***as get up every time they fall down
I’m still standing...
You see i question what’s in store for me
Like is there more for me?
Well shit hopefully
I hope life circumstances never corner me
Into being what i can’t afford to be or people mourning me, know what i'm sayin?
My anxiety makes it harder to sleep
Been staring at the ceiling so long that it's staring at me
Losing balance, i been slipping like i'm walking on grease
But stand tall cuz thats how my n***as need me to be
I need peace
But my heart is in pieces
If i'm lost i need guidance from the man i believe in
Lord i know you made me strong, but i can't just keep fighting these demons
I need hope, i need sign from you, something to keep me afloat in this life cuz it feels like i'm sinking, what's the plan? what's reason for the lessons you teach me? just a man so i do not understand your thinking, show me the light, make it bright so that way i can see it
Gotta feel my around as i walk through the dark
Can't see the finish but i know its better than where i started
Young n***a in the tank with the biggest of sharks
Somehow drowning in the pressure is the scariest part
It's amazing that we are where we are
When i want to see my growth i just look at my scars
When i want to see myself I just look to the stars
Cuz i always told myself if ima reach then ima reach too far
2 in the morning with the world on my mind
Heavy thoughts as the moon light peaks through the blinds
It's a couple things i'm hoping to find
My therapist said it's not about the years in your life but what you do with the time
Which made me question what i'm doing with mine
Cuz i don't know if ima be here when the sunlight rise
And if i'm gone before the sun light sky i'll thank the universe for gifting me time cuz the just being here was beating the odds


Lately bad luck been interfering
Life been tough but i'm persevering
I know pain but i never fear it
Cuz you can break bones yeah but not my spirit
Lately bad luck been interfering
Life been tough but i'm persevering
I know pain but i never fear it
Cuz you can break bones yeah but not my spirit, n***a...