[Verse 1: Wild Cards]

This life is fucked up and I got nothing holding me
My wrist sliced and fucked up cuz this bitch controlling me
I wanna be my own me instead of sitting rollin beats
Hold me please I need my weed even ecstasy
I hate being sober, what you expect for me?
I'm broke as a joke and stressed I can't toke
Depressed nothing left no breath in this chest to express how I feel anymore
Taste whatever I get i wan't a little more what I come expect from this fucking whore
I gotta be that guy that has to hold the door, nice to the core, wish to explore, mi amor
Co-insure the good and my life but fuck
Sweet fudge change to mud then crud fucking dud
I need a visit from my very special friend named bud
The past is forever, and that I understand
Blast the endeavors away with my hand
To be my own man and stand where I can, or turn to this gun in the mirror fucking BLAM!
Live half a life buried under a fucking rock, or free myself from damnation with this fucking Glock

[Hook x2]

Rock bottom is after you fall like leafs in autumn
Rock bottom is depression, obsession, a life lesson
A mistake, that's me, but nobody can se that I'm creating a black hole i can't get out of, I'm trapped

[Verse 2: Wild Cards]

Wishin' to get up and just keep livin' in this life I'm presenting without penicillin
Syringes, adrenalin and alcohol binges
Absurd verge the urge but keep clinging
On to what I got and not stop bringing
My affection to this girl but then I'm thinking
I'm broke, and with no lawyer i'd surely croak
But with him my hopes and dreams put on hold
And even forgotten like left under a cloak
Like a parrot cage in the state of blaring rage
Everyone staring great
Let me teach a lesson while we're all sharing hate
Let's be fair and quaint
Life sucks, tough fucks like me have heard enough
Mad filled on Advil capsills word up, blurred stuff
But once i dig myself up, come agains me and se you'll get bucked and fucked up

[Hook]

[Verse 3: Wild Cards]

This life I'm given, it might not be worth the pain and tears that fall like a faucet
My moms's pregnant, with guy number 3
Sometimes i think will she ever think about me?
Alone in this world, with me and my brother, from the same mother, but hell, that ever
She's working day and night always struggling with this fight it's survival, they even said it in the bible
She's our Eve, with three different Adams
The thought of this most can't even fathom
Some may ask about my father, but don't even bother
He's to busy for me, like he will always be
It's final, it's official, I'm all alone
But I'mma chew this life out till i hit the bone
I don't need a loan, I'm a survivor
I'm a rare breed, call me a liger
Cuz I'm spitting the truth like it's a whole new cyper
Looks like rock bottom it's my habitat
But I'm alright with that as a matter of fact
Stopped caring, began swearing, everyone staring, this music blaring
I'm in my own place this is me, just let me be
A mistake, that's me, but nobody can see that I'm creating a black hole i can't get out of, I'm trapped