Verse 1:
As a kid all I wanted was to kill a man
Be a hero like the soldiers in Afghanistan
Got myself a bank account nice whip
On my back the blood dripped but it felt good
Walked thru the hood never comin home
Workin in chiraq gladiator in rome
I was the villain when i walked by kids stayed inside
My friend died his momma screaming yelling at me
Saying i did this i shouldn't be walking free
In reality I was at least 3 blocks away
But as his momma she needed someone to blame
Never was a big fan of the drug game
But now the folks all know my name
Death around me and thats a shame
But as a kid all i wanted was to kill a man
Hook:
Cause my friends did it eyes bloodshot
With the caddy tinted bust out Glocks
Fuck a court order i already seen that
Catch me riding round the city with the seat back
Verse 2:
As a kid all I wanted was 100 grand
Momma checking grades while im filling bags
Momma told me grow to be a good man
But instead i became a hood man
Smoked with my friends life seemed fictional
Day i made it out the hood that was a miracle
Walked in on my mommas friend on heroin
Shit gave me chills i still have it fresh in mind
Saw my neighbor stand outside the back of my window
Ready to sell keys to a widow
She needed some help over the loss
Who knew that life would be the cost
Im lost in thoughts of death and murder
My best friend screamed i dont think i heard her
It was money based murder
But as a kid all I wanted was a 100 grand