Verse 1:
So many times that I have floated in the air
Flooded my mind with demons, but they're not there
It's the season where grievance begins to leave your body
Slow flow like i'm in a Lincoln but my mind drives a Maserati
Speeding in a Bugatti down Lake Shore drive
Just came from a party prayed for a long night
She's on my mind nothing I say or do feels right
To all my beliefs she agrees but her true feelings revealed on sight
No Kanye but she's reserved back raised like the crime rate
Quenched her thirst but her satisfaction I await
She ain't sitting straight I can feel the tension
We feeling different it's like a improper fraction
Verse 2:
I'm dreaming of an angel and she got her halo on
Her travel was painful but she living in Milan
Spirit is beautiful don't want to see her gone
She heard my song thinks I got a chance at greatness
I think she's wrong then I got her tying my shoelaces
Ask her why and she tells me this results from love
I think I believe her I give her all my trust
She's the perfect match couldn't find anyone better
But I can't get to attached or she'll find someone better
What the fuck was I doing just woke up from a nightmare
Was I winning? No I was losing lost in a wheelchair
Scared, And quick to realize nothing was real there
Verse 3:
She gave me wings something a drink could never do
When she disappears I have no one to confide to
Feel the need to reunite tell my baby to slide through
Boosts my confidence gives me a natural high
Love this substance ,medicinal, like it's here to satisfy
She puts me to sleep sings me a lullaby
Then I dream of a life where she was not alive
So much would be deprived how would I have survived
Then I wake up again to realize I survived another night
Another night where the feeling of her wasn't right
Sobriety, not a word in my dictionary
Just give me my baby and call me a visionary