I thought about maybe getting your name tattooed on my arm
For all the world to see and you'd be mine forever
There'd be no doubt that you're with me

It was just a thought
I was only kidding
Got a million more
That I keep well hidden
Another one every day
Another one every day

I thought about trying this drug for a while
It'd be a substitute for what I didn't have
Got a bunch of it, took a great big hit
But all it did was make me sad

I thought about calling you up and then hanging up and calling again
Breathing heavy into the phone and touching myself
Like I was all alone
And letting your name slip out

But it was just a thought
I was only kidding
Got a million more
That I keep well hidden
Another one every day
Another one every day
I thought about killing myself for a while
Planned out my funeral in a great romantic style
Thought about what approach I would use
Decided I'd have to kill you too

I thought about leaving this town, these people my situation and you
People might be shocked for a week or maybe two
But I fucking chickened out and stayed in my room

It was just a thought
I was only kidding
Got a million more
That I keep well hidden
Another one every day
Another one every day

It was just a thought
I was only kidding
Got a million more
That I keep well hidden
Another one every day
Another one every day
Another one every day
Another one every day