Two weeks until Christmas
(Two weeks until Christmas)
Few weeks until New Years
In a week we'll be gone
Two years on our own now
Stoically frozen we took a few home
Been waiting to tell you
(I can't seem to tell you)
Wish you'd wanna touch me
You make me feel dumb
It's no bodies fault but
(it's not really my fault cause)
The cold in my bones
Got you so numb to some things
And life ends, it's all comes down crumbling apart
And just when I swear I solved it, I don't
I make you sick, I'm sorry, I know

I lose to you, I do

Just weeks until Summer
(Few weeks until Summer)
It'll take me to Fall
Just to get that it's gone
A horrible Winter
(It's hardly a Winter)
Cause Christmas without you ain't Christmas at all
Took you to the ocean
(You live in the ocean)
The prettiest place in the state you were born
And my heart was hoping
(Just hopelessly hoping)
This was just something we wake up from
A bad dog comes off strong just like he does
But know this you fed him with (??)
From nothing to something
It's low but still crumbling apart
And just then, I think I get it
And I don't
I make you sick, I'm sorry, I'll go
Just weeks until New Years Eve
In a week we'll be gone
For weeks I was gone
And left thinking of you