And breathin's overrated
Stormchasin' and it's gettin' later
I used to love her now I hate her
She's a brain raider

Fallin' in a crater
Of lost memories
I'm so out of hand
I don't even fuck with me

I'm goin' trippin', drunk and slippin'
Sleepin' in ditches, switchin' prescriptions
Bangin' a random hoe and itchin'
I dont give a flyin feces
I ain't one with the human species
Slappin the nurse, tryin' to up my cc's

I fall apart
Take all my pain, turn it into art
Blowin' up a Kmart and blame it all on Mozart
Fuck, I'm surprised I got a deal
Every two hours, I take a pill
That's where I'm at, it's all surreal

I got imaginary friends
An imaginary life
An imaginary wife
And a real knife
Out of here by next weekend
Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin'

And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery

I think I'm losin' my mind
I'm whacked out on Jack and blacked out
Trapped in a crackhouse, full of d-d-d-d-doubt
I got guilt to the hilt
I fight tears and fears
Been out for ten years
Hit a big bump up off the mirror

Find me at www dot
I came to trouble you dot
Come here motherfucka, take your best shot
Suicidal
Got a lot of demons to fight
I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle

I feel abused to lose the blues
I'll bring my booze
I'm in the who's who's
And dope fiends and floozies in the land preparin' for news
These n***as are never choosy
The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to the forehead

And I'm barely here
Look in the mirror every day and slowly disappear
Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career
Riddles I fear
Staggered out in the street for beer, awww fuck it

And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery

My heartbeat is racin
Even though I'm standin still, I can't stop stormchasin'
I stole a shell casin'
So close to overdose that night, the day hurts my eyes
Wishin my death to be a surprise

My life should be more
Than four walls and a floor
But that's all that is mine
God give me a sign
'Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time
I'm not hesitatin', just waitin'

Heck yeah, comin' with a flurry
And like the spice up in you throat
I get you chokin' like that curry
Somethin' 'bout the police and them lights that get me worried
Made a lap up on that bastard in a hurry

Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story
The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray
It's all a can, still its filled with no glory
Top the killer red out at 2:30

And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery