[Verse 1: Clever]
I think that I would rather live my days in silence
But I can't help but hear the voices in my head
Now all they talk about is cigarettes and violence
And I start mistaking all their thoughts for mine instead

[Chorus: Clever]
And so I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square
Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things
I've just been through some things
And now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square
Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things
I've just been through some things

[Verse 2: Clever & BEXEY]
Come take a walk with me, you won't feel no pain
Talk is cheap, so I don't say one thing
And on my name, no money, call me handsome
Your namе's on her belly, I'm a real romancеr
I think I'll find a hiding place for this revolver
Before I choose to go and stick it in your face
I'll probably need another smoke when this is over
I've brought two lighters and two bullets just in case
[Chorus: Clever & BEXEY]
But now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square
Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things (Through some things)
I've just been through some things (Been through some things)
Now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square
Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things (Been through some things)
I've just been through some things (Through some things)

[Verse 3: BEXEY]
I could give you a semester about what this delusion is
And I don't know if I ever lose or win
Big headed with tough skin, never find a noose that fits
Mood swings got me sinnin', I've been through some things
I'm a G.O.D. in my head
Narcissism and some of that suicidal depression
Too much weight is on my chest
It's hard to listen 'cause there ain't no answers to my questions
They wanna break me down 'til there's nothing left to break (yea)
Lunatic, I'm pacing around like I'm captivated
Like an animal that's been caged up
Let free, can't move, too used to the radius
Anything she needs, she just gonna say the word
Flowers grew the second you threw my name in the dirt
Wasn't born like this, no pain when it burns
I'm blessed, I'm cursed, I'm possessed, I'm turning
[Outro: BEXEY]
But I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things
I wasn't born like this
I've just been through some things