Drowning my emotions
Pretend to enjoy the rain
We'll I'm hoping for more sunshine
Relief from this pain
I'm too sad to give a fuck
Too restless to fall asleep
Find escape if I could dream
I may be quiet but my silence screams

We fake to be happy
Covering up the scars
Giving off the look of strength
While breaking down from deep within
Swallowed by emotions
Waves of despair
Overthink to oblivion
I'm tearing out my hair

Will you miss me when I am gone?
Losing my grip trying to hold on

I'm okay
It's just my favorite lie
Hurts to hide
Pretend that I'm fine
This mask of a smile can't show how I feel
Scars remind me that the pain is real
(I'm emotional)
I'm okay
It's just my favorite lie
Hurts to hide
Pretend that I'm fine
This mask of a smile can't show how I feel
Scars remind me that the pain is real
(I'm emotional)
Haunted by my past
Shadows start to cast
Buried myself alive today
I was sinking fast
The weight of my regrets
The pressure in my chest
It's getting hard for me to breathe
Would salvation be my death

We fake to be happy
Covering up the scars
Giving off the look of strength
While breaking down from deep within
Swallowed by emotions
Waves of despair
Overthink to oblivion
I'm tearing out my hair

Will you miss me when I am gone?
Losing my grip
Trying to hold on

I'm okay
It's just my favorite lie
Hurts to hide
Pretend that I'm fine
This mask of a smile can't show how I feel
Scars remind me that the pain is real
(I'm emotional)
Will you miss me when I am gone
(I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay)
(I'm emotional)

I'm okay
It's just my favorite lie
Hurts to hide
Pretend that I'm fine
This mask of a smile can't show how I feel
Scars remind me that the pain is real
(I'm emotional)