(Paranoia)

(Reality Tv, Paranoia got me feelin’ like I’m in Reality Tv)

Yaw, it’s just a normal day
Fuck my daily routine
I’m fucked up all the time
Don’t know what I should be
Happy or something that
I just couldn’t be
Sad like I am normally
Take a fucking look & see
Me broke, laying there
In my bed or in the bathtub
Half pained, half dead half alive… a lotta half’s … yea
With the water covering my face
With the hairdryer by my side
Yea… just in case
Yeah my life man I’m tired of that
Know I’m quiet alive, but I feel dead
Can’t express my feelings…
Yaw don’t know if I got sum’
Cold hearted since beginning
But I’m quiet alive & all them people fuckin‘ stunned
They think I’ve got an attention deficit disorder
They can’t understand me, cuz’ it is their border

Tell me if u like to switch the whole program
I bet u can't, cuz’ I try for years now
So yeah 4 years now
Reality Tv, I’m captured in
They watch my steps
But not just the livings
Also them dead ones
They turn me into a sad one
If I want to talk
I just talk to myself
(to myself, myself, myself)
I understand me the best
And when I want to rest
I can’t sleep at night
Won’t be awake at day
I’ve got an inner fight
I win and lose at the same time…
Let’s pop the fuck Champaign
Not because I won
Just to drown my mind
Just to forget I got a lot
Personality’s inside…
(got a lotta personality’s inside (4x))

Can’t do it anymore
Just without doing something except them fucking Xanax
Won’t do it anymore
In trust & knowing that I could become fucking panic
I don’t know why, honestly, I don’t know
Typa schizophrenic, never riding solo
Always with my boys, u now this annoying gang life
When the squad’s with you
I disregarded them signs, I wish I could undo
But I can’t… yeah I can’t u should know that
Paranoia got me using this meds…
Nevertheless I feel like I’m in my show yet

(outro)

(Reality Tv, Reality Tv, Paranoia got me feelin’ like Reality Tv, Reality Tv)