Verse 1: (Clarky)
My eyes are kind of red.. Like im burning my eyes
Im feeling kind of dead.. I feel a burning inside
My thoughts are kind of angry.. Think Im turning inside
Cos i feel the devil in me, fuckers squirming inside!!
Im walking down these paths like im searching for life
Ive searched and ive tried; now im just searching for lies
Im just searching like im yearning for right
I guess that i am just earning the right.. to search for whats mine!
Hook: (Clarky)
What have i become..
I thought I had the world at my fingertips
Turns out that the earths got me under the thumb
Someone tell me when we've met the ends and are done cos
Everyone i know..
Everyone ive met will have left or will go
Blessed i guess when im dead or when im old
Cah they say its for the best but some say it isnt so and
You could have it all..
None would lift me when i fall, but, you can have all of
My empire of dirt..
Certainly for certain... though you dont deserve its worth!
I will let you down..
And i will be around even though you all know that
I will make you hurt...
Verse 2: (Clarky)
Im feeling kinda hurt and see i got a concern
I got a choice: i can learn or i can take it to worse
Our barriers break and then we take it in turns
With that the meetings adjourned just leave the hatred to burn
It later returns although my faith is confirmed
A mate can make me crazy though the hating ain't worth
Half the stupid shit i say.. im amazing with words
S'why i bet i stay in this hurt and throw my fait in the dirt...
Verse 3: (Clarky)
I feel a feeling ive felt, itself im not sure
A feeling so deep in my head its obscure
Its not war but its killing and im unsure of what for
Will i feel this until an answer's procured?
Like a hamerless god of war; the god thor;
Trying to run from myself everytime i got caught
I thought my thoughts were on board now i realise
Im in a sea of lies stranded somewhere off shore
Outro: (Clarky)
If I could start again
And go back now knowing where its gonna end
A million miles.. away..
I'd live my life the same, though would i still be here today?
I would keep myself
I'd keep myself the same what'd change if i'd helped?
-I would find a way...