Im sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this
Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Dont try to help me now
Dont wanna hear a thing I'd rather burn than drown
Never gave a fuck about nobody else, i only care about myself
At least thats what i been told , fuck you too
Lookin at these people like who are you

How could you say that
Not one to complain but
I am sick of this pain
Am i the only one out there
Thats looking for somewhere
To get away from everybody
I dont wanna go back
Pop a bunch of pills
Until my vision goes black

I try to tell myself that i got so much to live for
Im tired of being this way
Im sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this
Has some positivy inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Come back to my senses
Finger on the trigger wouldn't that be so senseless
Throw it all away and leave em left with just pictures
People never cared but now they posting I miss you's

The pressure's building up im nauseus weak and exhasuted
Dont ever get too close to me just keep your distance be catious
I feel like im exploding internally hopeless im choking and hoping
Death is approaching me soon as possible hopefully

Im sorry what I feel I say
Nobody understands unless you feel this way
Numb to everything but I can still feel grey
Im tired of being this way
Im sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this
Had some positivy inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Why me
Put it all behind me
Thought i'd get away from it
But its right here beside me
Will I ever catch a break
Was I even meant to be here
Look into the mirror who
The fuck do I see here

I just feel empty not asking for sympathy
I just can't seem to find what it is with me
I wake up confused and my soul has been bruised
And the world is dead to
Me I feel like im losin me