[Verse 1: Rowlan]
Ay yo the walk to fame's been crazy
I been sinking every friendship
Emotions up on Six Flags
Can make you wanna end it
Almost make you feel like Cobain
I’m selfish as a bitch
Been a douch and I’m still a douch
So wait til' I get rich
I put on some deep words
Play some old J. Cole
Play some Red Hot Chili
Play some old Frank Oc
Oh
The vibe arrived
This music just saved my soul
The earth engrave these cavities
The words just fill the holes
I never asked for much of shit
I never told you make me this
I never said make me rich
I never begged to let me live
I just took it for the real
You don’t decide the time you leave
You don’t decide the reaching hands
Sometimes it’s please just let me be
Small issues, minor offsets can switch up the mood
Sometimes you need to check the mirror just to check with the dude
Stop acting petty look at all that you got
Your life is movie
Take that shot or take a shot
And hit the van with the groupies
We on

[Chorus: Mickey Shiloh]
Please don't bother me
I can do it on my own
Please just let me be
I can do it all on my own
And please forgive me
If I don't smile all the time
Cause life ain't always
Eternal sunshine


[Verse 2: Rowlan]
See there's this way you supposed to live
But I never did it
There’s this night life I don’t enjoy
So I never visit
There’s these crazy spots I never go
And I probably won’t
Attitude say I don’t give a fuck
And I really don’t
I been this man
Since a boy
Been that boy since a baby
Been a lonely human being
Since before my momma raised me
Two years old
Fuck a friend
They ain't dying with you
I mean friends will rep your name
And they occasionally miss you
But truth be told, no one leave the together
Maybe I’m just under weather
Maybe all this loniness is prepping me for hitting heaven
Maybe heavens lonely
Or maybe I’m just crazy
Or maybe I question why
Suicidal thoughts were daily
As a baby back at ten
Mom I spilled it all again
I know you hate when I rap truth
But mom my fans my only friends
I’m crazy as fuck I know momma
But so are most of them
Then if they here this and relate
Well that's one less friend that's dead


[Chorus: Mickey Shiloh]
Please don't bother me
I can do it on my own
Please just let me be
I can do it all on my own
And please forgive me
If I don't smile all the time
Cause life ain't always
Eternal sunshine


[Verse/Bridge: Rowlan]
(mumble melodies)


[Chorus: Mickey Shiloh]
Please don't bother me
I can do it on my own
Please just let me be
I can do it all on my own
And please forgive me
If I don't smile all the time
Cause life ain't always
Eternal sunshine