[Verse 1: Rowlan]
I'm too curious I know
But can I ask you father
What is my purpose on this earth
Why do I even bother
I'm lost and searching for a person
Who's purpose could be worthless
If in the end my story turns out disturbing
I mean I chase a dream and yeah I mean these words
But what happens if my rhymes never leave the burbs'
What happens if I'm here stuck at my peak
Well that ain't your problem it's just mine, enjoy your sleep
I'll be up working on my craft
Re-Recording vocals, editing my draft
Spilling my emotions, flowing out my soul
Pondering change, analyzing earth as a whole
Maybe I can be a reason for survival
For the kid who's scared praying with his eyes closed
Maybe I can help that kid through some thoughts
That a mother don't consider and these teachers never taught, watch

[Verse 2: Rowlan]
Point out my flaws, honestly I don't mind
I understand cause these flaws make me one of a kind
I understand that we all so different
And so I question Why they judging off a difference
But that's the world right and that's the way of life
They tell me fit in and maybe I'll make it over night
I don't fit in and quite Frankly I never could
So don't you tell me another thing that you think I should
Do, I got too much to prove
So many lives to touch and a generation to move
So pardon me if I forget to reply
When you shoot me out some love just know I'm busy but I try
To respond every one that's by my side
I'm so grateful every syllable I cry
For reasons I may never explain
In casual conversation so just listen and let it play
Hey

[Verse 3: Rowlan]
You probably judging me right
You think I think I'm black
I think I'm me
And skin tone Has nothing to do with that
So judge on bro, judge on
You can hate my life for ever but we still Rowlan strong
I gotta tell you it's been quite the trip
I met this girl karma and found out she a hah
You know beautiful woman with a kid
That'll pay you right back for everything bad that you did
But I forgive and I forget
And I just live for whatever's coming next
And I thank you, thank you For being beautiful
And please exuse me if this song is unusual
From the ordinary Rowlan that you hear
But I feel like this is me crying out without a fear
I went with this and my every thought is faithful
Thank you for your time, God bless, I'm truly grateful