[Verse 1]
I try to keep it inside
Every time I try to say it out loud
It never comes out right
So I lie and try to push it down

[Chorus]
'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I let you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now
But my smile is growin' paper thin

[Verse 2]
I'm pretty sure I'm not alright
Spent my time underneath the ground
But you saw something that shined
Now I never wanna go without

[Chorus]
'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I lеt you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't takе the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now
But my smile is growin' paper thin
[Bridge]
And no amount of therapy
Could ever get a hold of me
And I swear I've tried everything
But I'm still searchin'

[Chorus]
'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I let you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now
But my smile is growin' paper thin