Ian Maverick
Pistol
[VERSE 1]

I hate me enough for the both of us
I broke your heart
I broke your spirit and
I broke your trust

And time has passed
But I wish that I had better luck
Cause every good thing in my life I seem to fuck it up

See I'm a liar
And a cheater
I'm disgusting and I'm evil
When I look inside the mirror
I can't stop myself from screaming

I have no self confidence
I'm not deserving of your compliments
But behind closed doors
You talk down on my name

So don't shed a tear when I'm down in my grave

If I gave you a chance
To end it right now
Would you pull the trigger
Or would you back down

[Chorus]

If you hate me so much
Why don't you kill me

[VERSE 2]

You gon' be the death of me
So peace, love, and empathy
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words won't get the best of me

I told you shoot a bullet
Bet your daddy got a gun
Got the right to bear arms
But you use your legs to run

I don't hide from a fight
Ravenwood
Summer nights
Taught me how to use my fists and not a knife

Just a tyke
Flavored ice
Breaking hearts and riding bikes
How does love evolve from like

Staring up at all these lights
Riding off into the night

I'm just trying to survive
I just wanna live my life
Please I'm begging for my life
Too dumb to live too young to die

And no I don't wanna die