[Verse 1: Big Flock]

I been trying cry my pain away
But I swear them shits ain't even trying to fade away
And I just pray that I won't go insane today
Cause I did some shit that I know I can't erase away 
Do anything if I could see my brother
No matter what I can't seem to stay out of trouble 
I do not owe no motherfucker but my mother
She the only one who tried to get me out that gutta
My father is my life and he fighting for his life
And all my life I was fighting for what was right
Stick with my brothers even when they wrong or right 
I been in the dark I'm trying to come to the light 
Just want to live aight 

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[Verse 2: Big Flock]

Shit fucking me up they say my n***a snitching 
I keep fussing with my bitch cause she won't stop the bitching
She want more time with her then I do in the kitchen
I know my daddy pissed cause I won't even listen 
Cause he told how to move but I still end up in prison 
He told me watch these n***as but I ain't keep my distance 
But now I see the affect of that back burner
Just to keep myself intact I gotta keep that burner
I swear I know a lot but I promise you I'm still learning 
Gotta keep myself from the fuck shit that's re-accuring 
It's sad with my gang I gotta take memberships
But that's what happen when they ain't living this life I live
That's how it is

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