[Verse 1]
Yeah, my sister she in jail now
My family so scared now
I think it's time to say a prayer now
But will it work cause I've been doing it for years now
And lately I've been feeling guilty
I've been doing friends filthy
I think they've starting not to feel me
I didn't change, I just had to shift my focus
I wanna chill with you but I'd rather hold trophies
I know the miss the old me
The one that always came around, with a smile
But now that smile is a frown
I love you like a brother and I always hold you down
But for now, I can't sleep till I hold the crown
And wow, look what I've done, look what I've become
I'm not a start yet but I'm the closest one
I didn't change, I just had to shift my focus
I just had to shift my focus

[Chorus]
If I don't go I never will know if it's meant for me
If we don't go we never will know if we're meant to be
And please don't forgive my face
And please don't lose your faith, your faith, in me

[Verse 2]
All that matters is family
But momma I would die for my name just so people understand me
I was one of the good kids, strong minded
But if trouble was around, mom I would find it
At 16 I was blinded by the love
Was looking for the signs, should've looked right above
But look what you've made, your son is special
I would've died in your blood just so the devil left you, damn
Living clean, I was fundamental
And to write this verse, it took a hundred pencils
I got man so much potential
I'm learning through the struggle, man that most of it is mental
I ain't gotta worry, I ain't gotta stress
All I gotta do is get every single word off my chest, yes
And I ain't saying I'm the best
I just work for what I want and let God handle the rest
That's real

[Chorus]
If I don't go I never will know if it's meant for me
If we don't go we never will know if we're meant to be
And please don't forgive my face
And please don't lose your faith, your faith, in me

[Verse 3]
From the ground up I rose
Composed while y'all froze
Just a man with a story which needed to be told
My soul, I bleed it
If you fold, you defeat it
My flow maybe conceded but they played and repeat it
Cause I paint pictures ain't dissing no other rappers
I much rather just gather my thoughts together
And write them down and walk together
Cause life ain't what it seem right?
They talk about you when your following your dreams right?
Cause they don't understand it
I feel like I'm on a different planet
Cause while they wait for it, I fucking demand it
I do this for my brother, my sister, my mother, my father
My blood is all I got I never needed the others
You suckers, think you know me you phonie and fake
And only come around cause you know I'ma blow
Lord knows I'ma go where everybody else couldn't, cause they ain't me
Now I understand why they always hate me

[Chorus]
If I don't go I never will know if it's meant for me
If we don't go we never will know if we're meant to be
And please don't forgive my face
And please don't lose your faith, your faith, in me