Verse 1:
I don't need no help, I'll put you up a dusty shelf
But I will help my Fam, get a knife I will stab
The ones that try to hurt them, you'll regret, make it feel like sin
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Yeah
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Crucified, throw you in the water, call it baptized
I try to keep my fam alive, to go outside, don't have to hide
Just survive, get in the car, we ride
To another country, to the other side
Of the state, where we hate
Verse 2:
I hate where I live, I'll break you, your weak as a stem
I use to live in Arkansas
True Story, I was treated poorly
We lived in the hood, I was miss understood
I was the only white, if theirs a problem, we solve em
So I put up a fight, all these people are uptight
Verse 3:
Mamma said, instead
Why won't you get back into the draw
I said mamma, not right now, were in the middle of the mall
I got a phone call, they said you make the other rappers drop down and fall
I don't like being left out, so I scream and shout
The truth, While I drive the car, I needed more fuel
To my fam, you betta not be cruel
Look I had to put this in a freestyle, to show that without denial
I'll past any trial so read the dial
Take a reading into this rhyme, do'n it for my family, every time
People need to learn vocabulary, the big words I say, dey be starr'n at me
Don't get my words twisted or reversal
Your spinn'n my head, I'm in a twirl
Everything on tv, all I see is people crying, whining, trying
In there soul, but all they want to do is dig and hide like a moul
Verse 4:
I don't like how people treat, other people but keep
Your problems inside, and the reason is why
They might've been thru a lot, they might've lost somebody who was shot
You make me feel like nothing, but here is something
You put a bullet thru my brain, nothing eva gonna be the same
You put a bullet thru my brain, blood going out my vain
Shot, bang, bang, all of the people are dead, so are the gang
My friends are apart, we use to go out and drive karts, look at the people left in this chart
It kills, for reals, messes with my mind, all of the secrets are actually in my mind, thats where you'll find
The truth of belief, don't wanna fight, don't want no beef
All fights are ridiculous, I'm very curious
Why God, why not make me fade in the fog
He said I have a reason here, well I walk away with the smile, well cheer, the end of the smile is near, was it that clear?
My life is a hard notch, lemme drink dat scotch
Art, was the start
Of me, but you see
I stopped for a whole other level, I'll tell you little clever
My bestfriend moved to Oklahoma, I did everything for him and you know what?
End:
You know what?
You know what?
You know what?
You know what?
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He was trying show, everyone who knows
What life is, don't get a miss
Til tha fame, or there getting there money, playing a game