Mind is so gone
My Mind is so absent
I'm feeling so lost
Said I might need an atlas
I'm feeling this pain
Said I'm feeling this sadness
Feeling this darkness

Losing my mind
What is my purpose
Feeling confined
Said I'm talking to serpents
Feeling declined
So just tell me what church is
Falling behind
So just tell me what's lurking

None of your business
I'm back and I'm beaming
And nothings gonna stop me from
Fighting these demons

I'm living my life
So don't stop me from breathing
I'm holding this knife
What's to stop me from bleeding
I'm cutting my wrists
Cutting my ties
Forgive me I'm just sick and tired of the lies
Forgive me I'm just sick and tired of strife
Forgive me I'm just sick and tired of this life

We strike when we're angry
Not enough frankly
Drowning in Brandy
I'm feeling so dandy

You broke me down
And you laughed
In my face

Said you broke me down
You fucking disgrace

Now you moving on
And I'm stuck in this place
I'm in a mental hell
Like a war between states
Said I don't kiss and tell
But your words don't mean shit
I was under your spell
Said it's time to just quit
Here we go again
Suicide ain't shit
When you're dealing with the right sit
Damn

Had to kill all of my feelings
Couldn't deal with that shit

I'm losing my mind
You left for an ex
Now I'm biding my time

Fallen on my knees
Fuck do you mean
Pray for the weak
Don't you dare pray for me
Said I'm already gone
My mind is so reckless
Said what is this con
Gotta move on
Fuck being cheated on
Where is my god
I'm so tired of it all
I'm so tired of this song

I'm so tired of the same shit
On a different day
My Emotions
Said it isn't a game
So why do you play
You put me to shame
Said you drive me insane
So don't mind the declaim
I'm feeling alone
So don't call me no more
Please don't call me no more