[Intro]
No I don't even know oh-oh-oh-oh(×2)

[Verse]
And I don't even know, where the fuck i been heading
Feel like everyday is wasted all these thoughts got me stressing
My mind is a prison always dealing with depression, everyone I ever loved I only showed aggression
I hate that I don't even like to see my own reflection
I hate that I'm too scared to tell them all these confessions
Really I just gotta get to venting, yeah really I just got to get to venting
Its like every single day i'm getting older, I been losing lots of friends, but never getting no closure
And every single breath I take is another one closer to the last I'm gonna get. Got me feeling so much colder
Really I just hate to be alive I been contemplating suicide many times honestly I don't even know why
Cause I don't feel at home no, I don't feel at home no
And my friends are saying music's not gonna pay the bills, but the music is the only thing I have let's keep it real
Every single time I hear a beat I start to get the chills, and it really got me thinking I can do this shit for real
All these demons in my past its just another fucking pill Zolaf, to Xanax
Prozac, it doesn't heal
They just wana see you numb, they don't really wana help
They just tell you take one a day from the bottom of the shelf
But fuck that I'd rather feel something than nothing
I hide my pain with a smile they don't make no assumptions
They don't know that everyday I'm just running from my problems
I don't really speak on it cause I know everybody got em
But honestly my thoughts always bury me, feel like I'm all alone, and nobody really there for me
The thought of dying by myself is always fucking scaring me
Another break down, feeling like there's no air to breath
Tell me why my home doesn't feel like home
Tell me why I loved you, but you moved on
Tell me why the only thing I have is these songs
Everybody say they get it, but they never sing along
They never sing along