[Verse 1]
So sick of the nightmares
And the daydreams
How much you getting to not care
You hate me, you’d trade me
You’re flaky, you’re waiting
I could cut it up faster than you, you just say things
But see my eyes bleed
Bite with shark teeth
Work with no sleep
Replicate a star’s heat
I get no cold feet, in my niche
Yeah, you feel some way this shit is getting old
Let the grip go, I’m losing on my hold
Giving up the cold, melting all the snow
I can’t do it anymore I feel too fucking old

[Refrain]
And I could feel
But I don’t
I could say I really feel real
But it’s just smoke
And I could feel
But I don’t
I could say I really feel real
But it’s just smoke
[Verse 2]
Don’t water down your paint
I watered down my ways, shit
I have wasted space
But wise enough to face it
I have wasted days trying to explain it (explain it)
Eyes stained with heart shapes
But it’s just wasted
Gone with the wind, stop the black and white (black and white)
Would see the sky grey sun and no light (no light)
Restless hands, man I go 'til it bites (go 'til it bites)
Don’t got a plan, can’t see from that height (see from that height)
See myself for what it is, reflection glances daggers
First impressions mad, no wonder that I am an actor
Lost myself in the lies, the show, and the stitched mask I’m wearing
Patience wearing, but I'm starting to see what this mirror patient’s wearing
I don’t make ties
Passing through my nine lives
Outside a hive mind
No time for now
Cause I just rewind
See old times
Spit old rhymes

[Refrain]
And I say I really feel real
But I don’t
And I say I really want to feel
But I won’t (But I won't)
[Outro]
I'm holding