(Intro.)
My room is a mess again, infected with a pessimist
I'm by myself but my mind is in another place I cannot get, yeah

(Verse)
I've been saying less, and I listen less
I miss out on more but I feel like I'm missing less
I've been missing phone calls, I've been missing texts
Missing you but baby, maybe I just miss the sex

And it's just like that sometimes, yeah
Wrapped your head 'round my mind
Code red, not surviving
Code blue, just sufficing

(Bridge)
Oh my god, what a terrible day
How I live is such a terrible way
But I've been stuck with this unbearable pain
I told you she would grab my heart and try to tear it away

(Chorus)
So I put my guard up, praying with my arms up
You say you're leaving me I know that part's the hardest
My body drains, I will wither as a carcass
My soul is with the moon, my body's turned to stardust
So I put my guard up, and I put my arms up
Why is death so hard to comprehend in broken artists?
Reaper gonna barge in, I know I'm his target
This is your life, I just wanna be a part of it, yeah

(Verse)
Even though I feel your body fading away
Know that you're the brightest part of rainier days
And even when the world was trynna turn me away
You'd always show up for me and give me a place

You're the reason I breathe, I eat, drink, and sleep
I'm why you lie to your friends, I'm the reason you weep
I heard your momma say you can do better than me
You say "I don't think so" but baby, you didn't think

Lying to them so you could lie here with me
You say that you won't leave, I think you're lying to me
I know you see the person that in time I can be
But I'm still unaware of when that timing will be

(Bridge)
Oh my god, what a terrible day, hey
How I live is such a terrible way
But I've been stuck with this unbearable pain
I told you she would grab my heart and try to tear it away
(Outro)
Even with my guard up, even with my arms up
Praying out to God, I'm sitting broken hearted
The end had started as soon as she departed
My soul is with the moon, my body's turned to stardust, yeah

Stardust, yeah

Stardust