[yvng moy]

Not who I used to be
Feel like they using me
People are after me
Demons attacking me
Now you make fun of me
Put you in front of me
Shit don't make sense to me
Why you my enemy?
Losing my energy
Feelings cut into me
Love is just new to me
Hoping that you would see...
Yes I know i was trash
But i still try my best
All that bullshit that you put inside of my head
Yeah you said you wouldn't leave but you still fucking left
All of that shit yes i don't comprehend
Dying inside but I don't give a fuck
Cause I know its my fault and I know I fucked up
All of the choices I made it was stupid
But that will not stop me from making this music
Damn ain't gonna lie
Up in my room and I'm thinking bout' life
All of the ways that I could fucking die
Only because of the fact you're not mine
Giving it time
All the mistakes that I made
Never saw light through the shade that you gave
All of that lying it put me through me pain
And I'm starting to cut I'm going insane
[Niiko]

I'm waiting...

For somebody...

About me...

I think that we finally figured it out
That we would just never work out
I tried picking you up you tried pulling me down
You won't find another cause baby I'm as real as it gets
I gave you more when everybody else was giving you less
Not a care in the world
Now I turned out to be one of your biggest regrets
I would talk about all of my problems
Turns out you was one my answers
I promise I'll always stay solid , give you my all I ain't taking no chances
You gave me your vibe I got off it when I'm with you baby nothing else matters
You really just got me like fuck it
First you can't trust me then I can't trust you
Then it's like fuck me then it's like fuck you
All of a sudden you love me not even sure if I love you
After all that I've done for you
You ended up throwing some dirt on my name
You could pretend and talk all you want and I'm still finna treat you like none ever changed
It's just not the same... yeah