[HOOK (Shiloh Dynasty)]
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me

[VERSE 1]
I’m in a lot of pain, but it don't hurt
I'm numb to the brain, yeah it won't work
Pouring gasoline in the shape of your name, but it won't burn
Sparking up a J, numb the pain, then it's over
Cos I think of you, do you think about me?
When I think of you, yeah I'm drinking, drowsy
When I think of it, you couldn't live without me
So why you gotta make me think this shit about me?
Mentally abusive, you’re a devil in disguise
Go and tell me truth and I’ll believe all the lies
What could I do? You had me love drunk and hate high
I spread positivity but now I fucking hate life
Forget the days spent in ecstasy
Don't know how I’m coping without you next to me
So I'm praying I can just text at three
Tell you that I love you before I take my last breath to be
Built you up, now you lie to me with a straight face
Broke me down, now we're stuck in the same place
Illest with the pen, but now I'm stuck on a blank page
Leaving you for good, cos it’s time for a blank slate
Suicidal thoughts is all you ever gave me
You said you loved me, but I knew you always hate me
Now I'm flipping shit, you got me acting crazy
All that I done for you and you never even thank me
You always knew how to break me
[HOOK (Shiloh Dynasty)]
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me

[VERSE 2]
I don't wanna be alone in the nighttime
Because lord knows that I'm not in my right mind
I swear I don't feel alright until I write lines
It's already been 6 months, time flies
Passing the time by
Laugh and say I'm fine
Hearts full of blind lies
Past is on my mind
Tryna stay head strong
Hard when your head's wrong
So let's put the bets on
How long till I'm dead, gone
No ending the pain yeah you must be numb
Puffing on strains till I bust a lung
Living this way till judgement comes
Until that day I must succumb
Learnt one day don't trust so much
Heart had to break so I lust for drugs
Skies looking grey because of fucking love
You know what they say we're too young and dumb
Knowing now that it's head over heart
But it's too late now
Shoulda listened to my head from the start
Feeling the heart ache now
Swear I fucking bled for you hard
Now my minds a mess
Someone seperate my chest from my heart
Now I'm wishing you were here to hear all the love songs that I wrote you
But these days I see your face and it feels like I don't even, nah, I don't know you
[HOOK (Shiloh Dynasty)]
Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me