(runnin) x6
Running through this state yea
Searchin x6
Tell me where is the pay out
Please God just let this mf pain out
I just wanna day now
I am not okay now
I'm feeling depressed
My head is a mess
Don’t see myself
Crying for help
Looking for god but
His books on my shelf
Know he is there
Feeling his stare
I'm very aware
But how could i know
Searching x6
Searching for the pay out
Tell me what i did that you won't let my fucking pain out
Tell me who’s to blame now
Please just put my flame out
Please just put my flame out
And tell me what to say now
Running Running
Running Running
Tell me what the price it is to live another day
Cause the price of seeing you
Is giving up my body and blood like christian views
Can't see straight, nothing but 50 shades of grey
Ain't it crazy, we all gonna die one day
But The thought of chasing you
Is making my mind, running relays
Running laps with a delay
But you don't care so what
All the money and the time I give
Running around playing with my heart and shit
Half assing like kids
Hook:
(runnin) x6
Running through this state yea
(Searchin) x6
Tell me where is the pay out
Please oh God just let all this mf pain out
I just wanna say now
I am not okay now
Yeah i gotta reset , can't think about you cuz i always get upset
When u stare at me i get so sad cuz i miss you
Yeah babygirl i miss you
And i really juss wanna kiss you
Cause it feels so long from the last time we talked
And l lost my heart from when you said, you need time
Between us
But i thought no one could defeat us
And in time
There's a cute white dress
Tux and tie
With a ring on ur finger
A ring on mine
How can we juss
Forget bout the time
From when i was yours and when u were mine that shit was a lie
You didn't want me, you just wanted the status
Makin be feel bad sayin some mad shit
All Ur bullshit is becoming a habit
U had to get up and get out of this bad shit
Please dont be playin with my heart and shit
Might sit down and re-write the shit
But i can't
And i won’t
You lied damn and i know
You broke me down
And i lost my crown
I scream out loud
Ain’t nobody gonna fuckin hear me drown
Cuz im too far gone down this dark road
Everybody thinks i got a dark soul
But im an open heart so you can see my scars
Stayed with every girl til it fell apart