(Sampled Intro - XXXTENTACION)
Worse thing comes to worst
I fucking die a tragic death or some shit
And I'm not able to see out my dreams
I at least want to know that the kids perceived my message
And were able to make something of themselves
And able to take my message and use it
And turn it into something positive
And to a... to at least have a good life

(Chorus- Killah Jay)
Remember all the bad vibes with all the girls I dated
I can only take so much, I am feeling Jaded
Scared to pour my heart out out, they always try to waste it
Cannot take the wrong route, I wanna make it
Just make it, yeah make it
Gotta get my act right
I am wasting all my patience, I want you to be mine
Write all true lyrics, but its hard to find rhymes
Perfect time, much obliged, gotta live a good life

(Verse 1 - Killah Jay)
That good life, that hood life, im living how I should right
Never knew I could write, good thing that I tried
Baby you’re on my mind, one of a kind
Give you all my time, it is hard to find
Pay me, just pay me some attention
Dear lady, here lately, I’ve been slipping
Dont focus you’ll notice, I caught some feelings
Just stating im waiting, my heart is sealing
(Sampled Verse - XXXTENTACION)
Love is not kisses, hugs, sharing fucking drugs
Pictures on your birthday, pictures of making love
Its dedication, trusting, patience and compromise
Not do or die ultimatums for you and
I I feel the vibe between us fading, I fucking hate it
I cut myself constantly, hate myself for creating
Pain within your heart, and I'm thinking this pistol tempting
Screaming out to my demons, get even within yourself
She crying, she needs your help, and you selfish
Think 'bout yourself, all these problems created
Extended from hate for self and I hope that you wouldn’t leave
With patience that you would need, Some patience on god
Some patience on god and I’ll hang on to my selfish plead
Im sorry, you deserve better, I want em’ all for you
Your hanging on and being strong, I want more for you
As long as you won’t leave me in the end
We both can still pretend, that the life were living is worth it
I promise

(Chorus - Killah Jay)
Remember all the bad vibes with all the girls I dated
I can only take so much, I am feeling Jaded
Scared to pour my heart out out, they always try to waste it
Cannot take the wrong route, I wanna make it
Just make it, yeah make it
Gotta get my act right
I am wasting all my patience, I want you to be mine
Write all true lyrics, but its hard to find rhymes
Perfect time, much obliged, gotta live a good life
(Sampled Pre Outro - XXXTENTACION)
Gekyume, If your listening to this, I love you

(Outro Verse - Killah Jay)
That good life, that hood life, im living how I should right
Never knew I could write, good thing that I tried
Baby you’re on my mind, one of a kind
Give you all my time, it is hard to find
Pay me, just pay me some attention
Dear lady, here lately, I’ve been slipping
Dont focus you’ll notice, I caught some feelings
Just stating im waiting, my heart is sealing

(Hook - Killah Jay)
Remember all the bad vibes with all the girls I dated
I can only take so much, I am feeling Jaded
Scared to pour my heart out out, they always try to waste it
Cannot take the wrong route, I wanna make it
Just make it, yeah make it
Gotta get my act right
I am wasting all my patience, I want you to be mine
Write all true lyrics, but its hard to find rhymes
Perfect time, much obliged, gotta live a good life