[Pre-Chorus]
So done with this
I'm so done with this
I'm so done with this

[Chorus]
I be (???), but I don't know why
I cannot take this, so I get high
Sitting in my bed, waiting for a reply
Asking myself, will this go by?

Will it fade away?
Will the drugs take my pain away?
Will it fade away?
Or will it stay the same?

[Verse 1]
I'm trying to stay positive, but I can't leave it how it is no
Why am I allowing this? Cause I've been doubting this
Is it my fault look around you, acting like this is brand new
Going off for a while, we're going off for a while
Saying that it is what it is and that it will just disappear
But that won't happen in years, that will not happen in years

[Chorus]
I be (???), but I don't know why
I cannot take this, so I get high
Sitting in my bed, waiting for a reply
Asking myself, will this go by?
Will it fade away?
Will the drugs take my pain away?
Will it fade away?
Or will it stay the same?

[Verse 2]
Life is easy, just ain't normal
Don't provoke you're not immortal
I am me and I'm not formal
Hypocrite you aren't normal
Do you hear yourself?
Say you can't do it but you do it yourself
Please take care of your mental health, 'cause this shit ain't going well

[Chorus]
I be (???), but I don't know why
I cannot take this, so I get high
Sitting in my bed, waiting for a reply
Asking myself, will this go by?

Will it fade away?
Will the drugs take my pain away?
Will it fade away?
Or will it stay the same?