[Verse 1]
How you been doing without me?
It’s been a minute since we talked
You know these new girls got me high
But it’s weighin’ on my chest
I could feel it heavy
Got me spiralin’ around
I could drown girl, it’s deadly
Hard to talk when you the only that gets me
It really tests me, yeah, ooh
[Chorus]
‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Verse 2]
Why it gotta be like this
I was out here, I was tryna do the right thing, yeah
Yeah my brain really psychic
I knew it was trouble, but the pain, my heart like shit
Bad things, saw it coming from the first time
Blind to it, I can see it from a bird’s eye
Thought this better, but I know it's gettin’ worse out
Wanted it to work, know what they say 'bout the first time, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Verse 3]
Now a hundred days
I been countin’ since I seen your face
Lotta memories that I just can’t erase
You know when you get that feelin’ that you hate, yeah
Deep up in my stomach, rollin’ through my veins
I be feelin’ nothin’, you don’t feel the same
I just need somethin’, pray for better days
Thoughts just keep comin’, please just stay away
[Bridge]
‘Cause I can’t go another day just like this
Sick of thinkin’ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop
Really can’t picture nobody else in your spot, yeah yeah
[Chrous]
‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand
[Outro]
Cause I can’t go another day just like this
Sick of thinkin’ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop