[Hook: ThaKingALi, Aokiji, RonJulio & Bria Traje']
My heart is racing, these thoughts I been chasing for years
I'm breaking, down my soul through my tears
I been searching for some answers I don’t even know the question
I been hiding all my issues you can’t even tell I'm stressing
I don’t give a fuck, I’m on the edge I’m bouta give it up for you
[Verse 1: ThaKingALi & Bria Traje']
I don’t want your fucking pity I been feeling kind of lost
I don’t know who’s really with me or against me fuck you all
All you motherfuckers flaky y'all just looking for attention
I don’t really fuck with cliques I just been looking for my mission
[Verse 2: ThaKingALi, RonJulio & Bria Traje']
When I see you it's like fuck you but I love you so
Dealing with my demons its like love and hate is juxtaposed
You see through my mask
I’m broken bae I’m helpless
Just be mine I’m selfish
[Hook: ThaKingALi, Aokiji, RonJulio & Bria Traje']
My heart is racing, these thoughts I been chasing for years
I'm breaking, down my soul through my tears
I been searching for some answers I don’t even know the question
I been hiding all my issues you can’t even tell I'm stressing
I don’t give a fuck, I’m on the edge I’m bouta give it up for you
[Verse 3: ThaKingALi, Aokiji, RonJulio & Bria Traje]
I wanna be alone, I think
I don't know what to do, I think
All my answers are gone
And so is my strength to go on too
I think I’m feeling lost without you
Pill bottles and water to come home to
The last star in my night sky
I love you
[Outro: ThaKingALI]
And its like, everyday I battle with being the person who I want to be
Cuz I know who I can be, its just, I stop myself
And that sort of, I guess creates the conflict right?