Placing the blame on myself
Rather than anyone else
I’ve been questioning what everybody
Sees inside of me
Holding my breath
I’m not sleeping again
Behind my eyes a rising tide of
Doubt that leaves me paralyzed

On my own
Learning about letting go
Oh
I need something to call my own
I’m trying to recall
If there’s anything left for me at all
Cause on my own
I’m learning to let go

I’m tearing apart what I know
Trying my best not to show
That I’m slowly breaking down into a shell of myself
Now I know that
I could show that
I am in control of all of that
Weight that holds me down so I can finally
See through all the smoke that hides the light and
I’ll find a better way to say I’m

On my own
Learning about letting go
Oh
I need something to call my own
I’m trying to recall
If there’s anything left for me at all
Cause on my own
I’m learning to let go

My back’s been breaking from the weight that it’s been taking
You are the gravity that’s pulling me down
“Tear me apart, keep it a secret
Tear me apart and keep all the pieces”

On my own
Learning about letting go
Oh
I need something to call my own
I’m trying to recall
If there’s anything left for me at all
Cause on my own
I’m learning to let go

My back’s been breaking from the weight that it’s been taking
You are the gravity that’s pulling me down
“Tear me apart, keep it a secret
Tear me apart and keep all the pieces”