[Verse 1]
Tell me if you want to, I'm here
What a thing to live through, my dear
You know what I said
I don't think I've been like this for anyone but you
So tell me if you want to, I'm here

[Chorus]
If I'm ever looking up
I hope it's at you
And if I'm ever looking up
I want you to know I wanted to

[Verse 2]
Tell me lies to keep me, like you
You won't ever hurt me, I knew
Tell me what I want
I don't think I've been like this for anyone but you
So tell me lies to keep me like you

[Chorus]
If I'm ever looking up
I hope it's at you
And if I'm ever looking up
I want you to know I wanted to
If I'm ever looking up
I hope it's at you
I wonder when I get there
Will I even recognize you?

[Bridge]
It's gonna go in slow motion
You won't even see the dark creep in
You're gonna die in a hospital
Kiss me crying
It's gonna go in slow motion
You won't even see the dark creep in
You're gonna die in a hospital bed
Kiss me crying

[Chorus]
And if I'm ever looking up
I hope it's at you
And if I'm ever looking up
I want you to know I wanted to
And if I'm ever looking up
I hope it's at you
I wonder when I get there
Will I even recognize you?

[Outro]
Kiss me crying
Kiss me crying
If I'm ever looking up
Kiss me crying
If I'm ever looking up
Kiss me crying