Journal log: Everyday’s a party
Laughing when life’s just really funny
Time moves on, flowing to the rhythm
And I’m here, maybe I’m the bum?

Smiley face! Haha nothing’s wrong!
(You’re not a toy!!)
Feeling odd, but lets sing a song
(IT’S ALL A PLOY!!)
Could it be something I said, that’s the reason I’m left on read?
(You better listen to your gut boy)

Or maybe in the end it’s just my own mind that I can’t trust
When we’ve always been ok, friends until the present day

If there is a bad guy, well then that―you’re not
Coz you’re such a great friend, you make me laugh a lot
There’s not a thing to change
We’ve moved past our old ways and now the days are
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry

Nah that’s a poison berry
Listen dummy, that’s a poison berry
Get rid of that poison berry

Journal log: I get to be a part of something great, I feel it in my heart
Even though in the past my hard work meant nothing
I know a “you’re doing well” will ring

Hey! Everything’s alright! No need to be so uptight
My intuition’s gotta stop bothering me about a “might..”!
I know it’s nothing you said
There’s no way you could ever be in the wrong
(Is this a game? Homeboy’s gone insane)

Or maybe in the end it’s just my own mind that I can’t trust
When we’ve always been ok, friends until the present day

If there is a bad guy, well then that―you’re not
Coz you’re such a great friend, you make me laugh a lot
There’s not a thing to change
We’ve moved past our old ways and now the days are
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry

Really?
You falling for that AGAIN?
Come on, open your eyes
You’re worth much much much much more
Than the way they make you feel
Listen up, here’s the deal
Ima just remind you of why you gotta GO GO GO

Thought you’d be there rooting for me
Tell me now, was that a lie?
Being around you—inside I was screaming
“Maybe it’d be better to die”
A certainty, toxicity, when your name is what I see
We flourishing, disguised as a blessing, got rid of you, HEE HEE

GOODBYE GOODBYE to the days of feeling lesser than
HELLO HELLO the time has come to tell myself “I can”
GOODBYE GOODBYE who are you? dunno
HELLO HELLO you can go solo
I’m feeling better since I threw away that poison berry

Guess I had to learn to see myself as more
Worth more but not worthless like I thought before
Tell myself, “YOU’RE SO FREAKING AWESOME”

Well now you’re the bad guy, there’s no way you’re not
Even if you made me smile and laugh a lot
I know I’ll work to change
But now that you’re gone the days of my life are
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry
Very very, merry merry, sweet like a ripe berry

It’s so scary how you were a poison berry!
So scary!! How you were a poison berry!
Good riddance, so long you poison berry~!