[Verse 1]
I was heartbroke, fresh on a scene
All messed up at 19
Said I'm not going backwards
New year, new standards
You were tall, and a child of divorce
All grown up and mature
Kiss me and then go [?]
Yeah it felt special

[Pre-Chorus]
But you're not and I'm back in the same place
And it's all of the same games
And it's all of the same pain

[Chorus]
You don't care so you don't text me
I care so much it's unhealthy
I'm so dark and sad and empty
You just feel like 2020
And you love me but like barely
And you feel {?] at all like rarely
I'm so dark and sad and empty
You just feel like 2020