What's anxiety?
What's it like of a me ?
What's anxiety ?
It's that feeling you get when you're struck with intense fear
Then you sense weird fucked and the end's near
It's no stuff you've discussed with a friend's ear
Friends hear , judge so you're clutched to your tenth beer
You spend years with medication and psychs
But you don't trust them so you never take Their advice
You meet a person and hesitations arrive
But you get cold feet instead of breaking the ice
Forever waitin' to die
Doom is a thought of way
You act like you're getting better the truth is you're more afraid
Your mates that ought to be super supportive say
It's stupid disorder you can just choose to ignore it ay
Like you can just walk away?!
You think i wanna be stressed , worrying about
Where my body's gonna freeze next ?!
The only reflex it ever , it ever offers me is deep breaths
I'm the COMPLETE mess like it or leave it
Why's it feel like everyone i know is hiding a secret ?!
This paranoia's got me hyper and heated and my pride is deleted every time i try to defeat it
It's fucked up !!
I'm watin' for the day that it's fixed
But what if it doesn't change it just stays and persists?!
A brain's an abyss of dangerous twist , but stay strong anybody who related to this please
I know what's it like man
Fuckin life full of what ifs
What if this
What if that
What if this
What if that
It's fuckin' drainin'
But know that you're not fucking alone man
Shit can get better