I'm done being open
With myself with my life with my thoughts
I've tried being honest
With the one's I thought I loved
Evert time I'm trying I'm weak
I'm just a failure
Every day I'm dying
Every time I look in the fucking mirror

(Alone solitary useless forever x4)

I lay confined to my bed
The lights are bright and there's voices in my head
They tell me constantly to believe
That there's nothing more to live for

I stand somehow I'm not dead
The knife is so sharp and my blood is so red
Just do it just do it, it'll be over soon
Just do it just do it, it'll be over soon

Leaving me out to dry
My fate is set so why do I even try?
In the dark I'm stuck in the mud
I bite my tongue just to taste the
Fucking blood
(Alone solitary useless forever x4)

Take me to my special place
My wrists cut and a nurse in my face
Let me live inside this house
Without a bullet or a gun in my mouth
Fuck

Alone darkness solitary forever
Alone darkness solitary forever
Alone darkness solitary forever
Alone darkness solitary forever