[Verse]

Tell me what I gotta do, somebody show me a sign
Cause I've been lying every single time I told you I'm fine
I swear if you could only see the things that go through my mind
It's kinda hard to paint a picture you could show to the blind

I make this paper and a pen display the state that I'm in
I can't answer when you call this shit ain't making no sense
Like how these bottles and these drugs been replacing my friends
I'm blocking every thing out with double gates and a fence

I wanna die soon... and I don't care how it sounds
Cause every time I talk to God it's like my prayers never found
It's been a long time since I knew my parents we're proud
Their baby boy lost his way inside this merry go round

Just know I tried tho, I hope it's counting for something
I put my life into this music but amounted to nothing
I'm talking every fucking thing I got counting my soul
Outta control, swear my studio been down in a dungeon

This shit crazy right? That's just saying the least
And if you going through the same you feel my pain in these beats
I don't even know this girls name laying in my sheets
I'm on the go where I live I'm only staying for weeks