Their's a haze outside my window
Cigarette smoke in the air now
Saw you in public that one day
Wonder if i'll ever be confident

Got me like a viking lookin at fire
When you gettin low i wish i could take you higher
Bright green eyes like a forest in a rainstorm
Thinkin hard like a jimmy neutron brainstorm

I don't wanna know bout your old boyfriend
I just wanna know are you like me
Do you listen to peep at the days end
"sad boy sad mix" fucking type beat

Hangin with my friends listenin to neck deep
Black nails on my hands cause i wanna be me
Highschool broke me and i won't let it be
I dont wanna be scared to be fuckin happy

Almost 18 still wanna die though
Spend all day with my eyes closed
See you in the darkness of my eyelids
Therapist told me to try this

Take a deep breathe hold it in for now
Let it go when i need some more air
Get engaged in the moment that is now
Focus on something like your blonde hair