[Verse 1]
I hold that gun to my head, No one else shall be hurt in my mind, I see my life in reverse I see
The times when this life was worse those few weeks after all of it started were just absurd the
Line was blurred between what's right what's wrong I can't remember how I survived this long
I can't remember what it was like before all I remember is I said I gotta fight this war so I did
And I was cruel and reckless and I thought it was the way to not get infected but now I get that
The only virus is me and those helpless survivors, the righteous I've seen that I killed in this crises
So self-righteously that I left lying lifeless made a tyrant of me now I bleed, and I deserve this pain I
Put the gun away, I deserve to stay

[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell

[verse 2]
I decide to live with my sins I can flight, Or just leave and get wings I decide to go to cherno
To create something safe of all this fuckin inferno not for me, I'll use my expertise to safe those that
Still feel peace and still have dreams but I don't know if it's gonna work, but I'm at ease I wanna be the man
That I am in my memories so I start to run it's only some miles after A while I see the sky starts looking like
Sunrise I arrive at first light then see some zeds, I'm alive but this fight might be my last bet but I'ma get what
I need, you'll see there's never been anything between me and my needs but then. I see A guy. he looks scared I can
See it in his eyes but why

[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell

[Verse 3]
For the first time, since all of this started I look at someone and don't consider him as A target
I don't know what to say so I say "Hey" Then he walks my way, gun pointed at my face I say "Pull the trigger I've
Got nothing to lose" he looks at me and says "hm, and I've got nothing to prove, but I know who you are and that is
Is why I'm confused, If you are hawk, Then why didn't shoot"

[Corus]
I don't pretend
(All I've done will haunt me for)
Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be)
Here, And live with myself
(I don't need any need any Help)
I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell

[Outro]
"How do you know who I am, we never met before, yes we did... and everyone knows who you are"