Thoughtless

You think it's okay to push in the knife
You're good with knowing it ruined my life
I lost my ways and functionality
I sleep with cobwebs tucked over the sea
People like you refuse to believe there's anything besides the world that we live on
Friends with a few, recycle and reuse, but still don't know what the fuck that we live on

Those gates were never guard-less
I'm going in regardless
Climbed your walls without a harness
I'd put you on my shoulders even if I was armless

[Lil Lotus]
And I wanna feel better about it
But I'm up to my neck and I'm drowning
Swore I'd never be this way
Will I ever be okay?
I could never hold it against you
Seven missed calls on the phone when I miss you
I don't ever want to forget you
No, I don't ever want to forget you

Those gates were never guard-less
I'm going in regardless
Climbed your walls without a harness
I'd put you on my shoulders even if I was armless

I've been collecting (I've been collecting)
Get well soon cards (Get well soon cards)
But I still haven't (But I haven't)
Felt any better (I feel like shit)
I just dry heaved everything I've ever achieved

Those gates were never guard-less
I'm going in regardless
Climbed your walls without a harness
I'd put you on my shoulders even if I was armless